I'm currently in one of the most depressed moods I've ever been in. I feel alone and friendless. I sit home day after day. It's getting to the point where I don't even want to go to the places I used to enjoy. My world consists of home and school, and I know that's not how life is supposed to be.
I see pictures of happy people on Facebook and it just brings me further down. I wish I had the words to capture this feeling, but they elude me. Sad, anxious, scared, lonely, etc. Bland words that can describe just about anyone's feelings at one point in their lives. But how do I capture that for a person who lives with it on a daily basis?
I'm getting help, but who knows where that will lead. It could make things better or worse, who knows?
I guess I'm trapped with the friends I create, my characters. But they have a better life than I do.
