Twenty
five years later and he stood in a banquet room with those he went to high
school with. He came alone, the same way
he felt when he was in school, alone. He
searched the faces of those around him, some easily recognizable, some, well
the years hadn’t been so kind, but he still knew who they were. His scan of the room ended when his eyes
settled on a friend, the one friend he had while he was in high school.
As
he made his way toward the man, it was as if he were parting the Red Sea. No one said hello, no one stopped him to ask
a question, he was ignored, nothing had changed, but at that moment he didn’t
care. He wanted to see his friend. When he was close enough to the man he took
notice that his friend was surrounded by people, former classmates, all
chatting away. He hesitated, glanced
around nervously, and then stepped forward.
His
friend, from so many years ago, looked up, spotted him and rushed up to give
him a hug. “Holy shit, I can’t believe
it. You came. You said you weren’t coming to the reunion.”
He
released his hug and stepped back, “It’s time Dan. It’s time to finally put all of this to
rest. I’m ending what these people did
to me. Tonight is my night. Tonight they find out what I went through,
what they put me through.”
Dan
nodded, “It still hurts, doesn’t it?”
He
returned the nod. “I see you’re still
well liked.”
“It’s
the group we used to hang around with.
You remember all of them.” Dan
tried to be sincere, to hold a warm feeling that might melt the frigid iciness
of his friend’s heart.
“They
were always your friends. They tolerated
me because of you.” The man looked up,
caught the eyes of a few who stood nearby.
A few smiles were exchanged; a friendly glance here and there, but not
one person approached him. “You would
think that after twenty five years, people would grow up, but nothing
changes.” He looked into Dan’s eyes,
“For me, the worst part is knowing that they don’t even think about what they
did to me. They’ve forgotten about
it. To them, it’s like nothing happened,
and they were all just wonderful fucking people.”
“I
know. It is sad.” Dan lowered his head, stared at his feet and
shuffled nervously. “So you’re really
going to do this?”
He
heard a voice, from over his right shoulder, he peered back, his eyes
narrowed. “And I think I’ll start right
now.” He smiled at Dan who had caught
sight of the woman.
Dan
remembered her. She was a bitch in high
school, and even now, so many years later, she carried herself in the same
manner. She used the word “fag” like
people use the word “the” in a sentence.
And whenever she used it, it was directed squarely at Dan’s friend. Dan reached out and took his friend’s hand in
his, “You know what you’re doing, right?”
He
nodded. He pulled away and made a direct
line for the woman, Holly. He stopped,
just a few feet from her and stared.
When she finally looked in his direction, she gave him a once over then
turned away to continue her conversation with the people she was speaking
with. Holly’s actions only spurred him
on. He reached out, touched her
shoulder, she looked at him.
“Excuse
me,” he said, to Holly and then looked to the women around her. He knew all of them. They were part of Holly’s cruelty. They acted like his friend, but they laughed
when Holly humiliated him. “Do you
remember me?”
Holly
looked at him. It was more than obvious
that she feigned trying to remember him.
“Aren’t you…” As she began, the
entire group of women stared at him.
He
smiled, “That’s right, you got it, I know you remember who I am,” he
interrupted. “Come on. You have to remember me. You spoke to me every day.” He took note that one of the women
grimaced. He honed in on her. “Yeah, that’s right, you remember.”
“Look,”
Holly began, “We weren’t even friends. I
never liked you.” Her words caused two
more of the women to wince. “So why
bother even trying to talk to me?”
He
shrugged, “I just wanted to clear the air.”
He took another step closer to Holly.
“Fag. That’s what you called me. You called me fag on a daily basis.” His words appeared to cause Holly pain. “And you know what, you were right. I am a fag.
But one thing I never needed was a person like you to tell me day in and
day out, in order to humiliate me.”
“Why
don’t you just walk away,” Holly hissed.
“It’s been twenty five years. You
should be over it by now.”
He
nodded, “True, that’s very true, I should be over it by now, but I’m not. And tonight, this night, our twenty fifth
reunion, I finally will be over it.” He
smiled at the other women, “Watch closely ladies. I think you’re going to enjoy this.” His words chilled the group of women. The chill wasn’t simply from his words, it
was more, the coldness was all around them.
The
women, including Holly, began to see their breath. It was literally growing more and more
frigid. He turned to Holly. He read the horror, the pain in her eyes. “Yes, this is how this ends for you. And for all of you,” he added as he looked at
the other ladies. He turned back to
Holly, “They get to see what will happen, you,” he smiled, his eyes brightened,
“You are finding out right now.”
Holly’s
voice was weak, “What are you doing?”
“From
your mouth, you said some of the most hurtful things. You were cold and cruel. You did everything you could to make me
suffer. So I’m just returning that cold
feeling. And everyone that laughed will
face the same punishment.” He looked at
the group of women, one was shivering, “Yes, you were one of the nastier in the
group. It will take you faster than
others, but not near as quickly as it will take Holly.”
He
gave Holly the up and down glance. He
locked on her eyes. “Tonight I finally
put all of this behind me and all I had to do was speak to you.” He watched as Holly tried to move, but she
couldn’t, and he knew why. “Stuck to the
floor? Hmm, that’s not good.”
“What
have you done?” one of the ladies asked.
“Oh,
it’s not what I’ve done, it’s what you’ve done, and none of you ever said you
were sorry.” He saw one of the women’s
mouths open. “Too late now, you should
have thought to do that a long time ago.”
He turned back to Holly, “Getting a little harder to breathe? Are you feeling how cold a person you really
are?”
Holly’s
jaw had frozen up, seized in place. Her
eyes pleaded with the women she had been speaking with. It was clear, if she had a voice, she would
beg for help.
“Ladies,
now I don’t want to ruin this whole night for all of you. But I do suggest leaving now. Some of you only have a few hours left. You might want to spend that time with your
family. You might want to let them know
that being a bully, being cruel, will come back and,” he laughed, “frost-bite
you in the ass.”
His
attention turned back to Holly. Her
body, clothing and all, was solidifying before his eyes. “Sorry it has to end this way.” Again, he smiled a menacing grin, “But this
isn’t the end of your pain. You see,
you’ll suffer twice. Just like I
suffered twice; I suffered in school and most of my adult life. Once this process comes to its end, you will
simply melt away. And with every drop of
water that falls you will feel the same excruciating pain you caused me.”
“Isn’t
there anything I can do to stop this?” the last of the women asked. “I was just a kid. I didn’t mean to ruin your life. I didn’t know any better. I was stupid.”
“Nichelle,
you can change your outcome. You have
the power inside to change what’s happening, but I’m not going to tell you what
you have to do. Why would I help you
when you never helped me?” He saw a
single tear begin to fall from her eye, and in a few seconds it was ice. “You better hurry.”
“Well
Holly,” he looked back into her brown eyes that were frosted over, “I guess
this is where it will end for you. All
eyes on you.” He reached out and ran his
finger over her arm; it was solid, frozen in place. “You will melt away and so will all of my
pain.” He leaned close to her iced over
ear, “And I won’t have a bit of regret.
I’ll be able to thank you. Thank
you for letting me get rid of one of the things that caused me the greatest
pain.” He backed up, winked, turned and
moved off into the room. He had one more
person to talk with.
Dan
approached the man cautiously. His eyes
were wide, a bit of fear ruled his every movement. “You did it.
You really did it.”
“Yes
I did. And now, it’s time to take care
of part two. In two shots I’ll take away
all the pain that was dealt to me.” He
continued to move across the room. Dan
grabbed his arm and he shot a nasty look at him. “Something wrong?”
“You
know that what you’re doing is affecting a lot of people?”
“I
wish I could feel sorry for them. I
can’t.” He pulled from Dan’s grip and
made a beeline toward Mark. When he
stood directly behind the man, he uttered the words that stuck with him for the
last thirty years. “Hey fruit fly.”
Mark
spun around, a half smile, and then a realization of who had said it. He stared in silence.
“Remember
those words? I know you do.” He looked around the room. “I wonder how many of the people here know
what you and I did when we were in tenth grade.
Maybe I should let them all know.
I mean, I understand that you’ve kept your sexuality hidden, that’s why
you moved away.”
“I
don’t know what you’re talking about,” Mark sniped.
“We
were best friends almost our whole growing up, and then one day, you turned on
me. You became nasty and spiteful. You did everything you could to make me look
bad. And now, you know what, I wear each
of the scars inside. You scarred me more
than you could ever know.”
“Why
don’t you just walk the fuck away,” Mark spat.
He
pointed across the room at the people who were gathering around the iced over
body of Holly. “You see that? I did that.
I punished her and all the girls who did and said things to me that hurt
me. Oh, some of the girls will survive. They’ll know what they need to do. Holly unfortunately, well, she won’t be so
lucky.” He turned back to Mark, “And
neither will you.”
“I’m
not going to stand here and listen to you bitch at me about something I did
back in high school. You need to grow
up. Let it go. We were kids.”
“You’re
right Mark, we were kids, but those words you said, those nasty phone calls to
my house, even when my parents answered.
Your constant name calling, just to be mean, well, all of that left
scars. You can’t see them, but you
will.”
Mark
reached down, a sharp pain across his right arm, and then blood, a rushing of
blood through his shirt. He pressed on
the wound.
“Yep,
you’ll know each scar I carry. So will
all of the men in the room who were like you.
Of course, some of them might,” he stopped suddenly and motioned across
his cheek, “You’re bleeding up here.” He
glanced down, a small puddle of red draining over Mark’s shoe. “Wow, that really looks bad.” He smiled at Mark. “The difference in the scars are that my
wounds are inside, no actual cut, not actual damage. Your scars,” he shook his head, “sorry to
say, will continue to bleed.”
Mark
reached for his stomach and moaned.
“What are you doing?”
“Getting
rid of all the pain that was ever caused by you and everyone like you.” He turned again, caught sight of the disaster
that was happening throughout the room.
“So many people; it’s a shame you couldn’t have just been nice.”
“Please
stop this,” Mark cried.
“I
can’t. You brought this on. I just returned it.” He felt a hand on his shoulder, he looked
back, it was Dan. “It’s over. All the pain has been given back.”
Dan
hugged him. “Do you feel better? Did this help?”
“Yes. I can honestly say this has been the best
thing I could have ever done.” He heard
Mark drop to his knees. He turned
around; his once-best friend was nothing but open wounds that flowed with the
darkest red blood. He looked back at
Dan, “I can see that there were more than who I thought. I can’t believe how many people were so mean
to me. And the strangest part, this is
far reaching. This will affect everyone,
male and female who hurt me. You know
these people would have never believed that what they did as a kid would come
back to get them, but it did.”
Dan
wiped tears from his eyes. “I’m glad you
feel better. You needed this. You deserved this.”
“Thanks
Dan,” he took his friend’s hand, “I will be forever thankful you were my
friend.” He looked over Dan’s shoulder,
“Well, looks like the place is clearing out.”
“Yep,
looks that way,” Dan answered looking back into the room. He broke the hand hold and started toward the
doorway to leave. “Will this end?”
He
looked at Dan, wiped his own tears away, “It will, but not before all of them
have suffered.”
“What
about Holly and Mark?” Dan questioned.
“They’ll
experience a painful death. Something
they both deserve. But, they’ll come
back, and when they do, they’ll be very different people. They’ll understand. They’ll learn and they’ll tell the world to
end bullying once and for all. Everyone
in this room who was affected will be my army.
They’ll teach everyone why what they did was wrong and why no one should
ever do it.”
“And
what happens if the world doesn’t listen?
What happens if they can’t stop it?” Dan asked.
He
smiled, “My gift has been passed on.
I’ve given all those kids who have been bullied the same power I
have. I didn’t just become a teacher to
teach academics, I became a teacher to teach right from wrong.”
Dan’s
head lowered, “Normally I would have thought that this type of revenge was
wrong, but honestly, I hope it works. I
hope the world learns. No one deserves
to be tortured each day of their teenage life, and even then into adulthood.”
“It
won’t happen overnight. It’s not a magical
cure-all, but in time, it will have the desired effect.” He brushed more tears aside. “I wanted them all to die, but I just
couldn’t do it. They’ll understand the
pain they caused, and now they’ll do something to change the world. Besides, death was the easy way out; at least
it would have been for me so many years ago.”
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